Come on

I try to keep fit but as a result, i eat so many things tonight. Fucking unbelieveable. Seems i can not control myself really well. Super full now and i feel a bit angry. Why snacks keep around me? Why parents buy me 10 pineapple cakes?? Why Coke is so tasty??? Why my waist keep 32-34" ??? Finding out the answers........

Tomorrow. I need to focus on my job. I mean u get to use double heart since my counter part is not easy to deal with. Just read some mails and find out that there are so many XYZ mails to my attention. Scary!!! But i guess i will overcome them one by one. Trust me!!!

早晨

Wake up @ 11am. Never wake up that early on sunday. Maybe i want to hv some changes in my regular life. Do not hv any plan on today, just do whatever i want ....................

訓得不特別的好, 可能心裡有些心事吧.
不曉得. 又可能我自已想太多吧.

這幾天, 不停追看 Brothers and Sisters Season 3.
好睇. 他們一家人每集都有很多事情發生, argue and fight always happen. But finally they still forgive each other and love everyone back. Suddenly want to hv a big family. Being a only child, sometimes is lonely and boring :(

NEW JOB

已在新公司工作約十日.
感覺良好. 新鮮. 特別. 可以. 開心. 頭痛. 攪笑 ..............
同事大都很簡純, 不復雜, 大家為工作而工作, 不攪小圈子, 不攪政治.
Totally suit me.

Still need time to get use for the new place, new culture, new colleagues. But i am pretty sure i can handle it / them well. Use my real heart, sure i can get what i want.

P.S. I will not look back. Will not think about those unhappy moment. Just keep going and wish everyone the best. Life must go on!! 人生有幾多個十年!!

Back

The reason why i disappear for whole 2 weeks is because .................. I forget the login name of this blog. Fucking Low B. I try everyday, keep trying until today. Finally, success!!!

Another thing. Today is my lucky day, i am so happy me and that little person met. This is ......... so surprising!! so amazing!! Tks. Tks so much. Never expect this will / can happen. Give me 5. Give me 10. Give me 15 x 5.

Last day............

今天是 my last day.
感覺只是忙+忙, 無特別. 一d都無傷感及想哭的衝動.
無想過原來 last day 係 so easy. so relax ..................

I miss those people still working there.
I miss those memories
I miss those chart and pressure.

Am i sick? I guess i am!!

One day

One day left. Tmw is my last day in existing company. Never expect i will / i can leave GXX. Feeling now is so special. Hope i can keep all the good and bad memories in mind. Life need to move on.I will not look back, go go go go ....................I will treat myself as good as i can. Although i still need to OT tonight but already tidy my desk clean. Sounds great!!!

Dream gal

一直都喜歡梁詠琪.
可能就是喜歡這種的女生, 高高的, 可愛的. She is my dream gal.
可惜大部份香港人都不喜歡她, 因為覺得她是第三者, 破壞別人的愛情.
對我來說, being a 3rd person is not a big deal.

We need to fight for those things which we want. No one know what will happen next. Why not treat ourself better? Maybe this is a selfish idea but .................who care!! Life can be super short. If we met someone who we crazy about, 何不試試吧?

Mid night

Dun know the reason. I hate sleep. I always think "Sleeping" is wasting time. That's why i try not sleep too early or extend the time for sleeping. Sounds quite crazy!! I enjoy sleep @ 2:00am or even later. During weekend, situation getting more serious = sleep @ 3 / 4 :00am :)

Panda eye keep follow me but i seems dun mind. Understand this is not a good practice. Promised myself to change since many challenges are coming.

Feeling

I do not hv any feeling after i send out my resign letter. No happy feeling. No bad feeling. No missing feeling. No feeling.................totally empty in my brain.

Until today, after i hv a nice farewell lunch with some colleagues. I start to miss those guys, those memories ............... 5 years is not short. I do spend my time, my effort in this company. Finally, still need to leave. I do not hv any regret and proud that i make this decision. Need to be strong and do well in future!!!

吵架

一對小情侶, 為了一件小事而冷戰.

身為長輩及過來人的我, 一定有為他們感到難過及可惜.

愛情總是這樣, 非自己及別人所控制, 它要來的就來, 要走的會走.

我們可以做的, 便是於擁有時, 儘量享受吧.

壞人

今日做左壞人, 做左做壞朋友.

我竟然贊成朋友接受別人做他的第三者.

支持他的原因是因為知道他的婚姻並不開心, 那為何不試試新的東西?

可能轉個頭他後悔, 發現妻子才是他的最愛吧.

我的想法一定得不到認同. 不過我只想朋友開心, 享受遲來的愛情/感覺.

有錯嗎??

緣份?

每次都在不經意的情況下碰到.

彷忽是這麼近, 那麼遠 ................

差不多可以感受到你的呼吸, 但瞬眼間即逝.

這算不算緣份? 多想認識你.


腦海又再播放着 "明日再會"

一個人

認識一個人愈多, 自然就更了解他/她.

愈了解他/她, 就可能清楚他/她的好與壞.

若果知道他/她跟自已幻想的差距離千萬丈的話.

是否應該在未太相熟下離開他/她, 或是繼續當不認真的好朋友??

難題也 ...............

還有..............

日子過得很快.

想左過的會過, 唔想過的亦要過.

工作只是人生一少部份, 不必太在意, 這是我不斷告訴自己的事情.

做人睇開點, 對自己, 對自己身邊的人好些才是更重要.

無聊

A little bit 無聊 , re-start a blog and keep telling my friends to read it. Look cheap!! But finally i did ...........

Re-start this blog just want to share my real feeling @ somewhere. Never expect any feedback or comment. Anyway, i just let my family members / friends who i trusted to know my blog address. Seems not a big issue. Right?

Work

Will start my new job soon. Be honest, i am happy. 很感恩. 多謝上天對我一點的幫助. Help me overcome the existing worse situation. Bring me out from the hell. I am a stupid guy who dun like any changes, accept / suffer all the things happened on me no matter how worse it is ..................this is very 無用 & 白痴. That's why i finally take the challenges.



These 5-1/2 years, i learned so much. Well known my weakness, my fault. Tks those guys / gals who treat me bad / tough. I earned from these experience and will avoid such mistake happen in my future. Tks for your family, friends who always support me emotionally. Without them, maybe i will kill myself or be sent to 精神病院. Luckly, i still find myself. Again. Tks for everyone!!!

Songs

These few days. I keep listening several songs. I am sick. When i love one song, i can repeat it again, again, again and again ............ in my ipod nano. The following songs, i already listened over 50 times this week. Love them mainly because the lycris are touching and meaningful.

心魔 - 梁詠琪
披星戴月 - 張敬軒

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uq9BOFIp_UA

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rj3M1Mx2exA

1st blog

Keep thinking how / when to re-start my blog. Finally, i created a brand new blog in "Blogger". Hope this is a new start and i will keep updating my blog.

Lot of things did happened these days. Always want to find a good ways to express my real feeling. Maybe this is a good channel for me to release pressure as well.