貪心

是否每個人都會有貪心的想法? 又或是我的貪心實在太多? 可能我給寵壞了, 我的要求總是特別多, 特別煩, 特別過份, 特別麻煩. 對我好的人應該辛苦吧, 尤其是我經常變本加勵 .........倒不如對我差點可以嗎? 為什麼最好及最新的都要留給我? 我不是什麼, 我只是一個無聊人. 一個自以為是的蠢人, 一個全無野心/機心的傻人.

At some level, some people may feel I am "fake". Am I? I dun know. But I am quite sure that i always use my heart to communicate w/others. Just sometimes, I am over-reacted or over nice to everyone. Seems i dun know how to hate people even they treat me very bad. Frankly, I never hv strong feeling, i just choose keep a distance from them. In my world, i always feel / think all people are nice / pure. Maybe it is so so so stupid!! But what can i do? Me is me.