Killing me

I am thinking whether I can keep handling this existing situation or not. Sick in mind and want to apply sick leave on tmw. What can I do? Hope #8 typhoon coming on tmw morning but think the chance is not that high. Fucking BORING!!! This is the 1st time i dun want to back office since i finally can not find anythings to do ..............

Dun know the reason why I keep eating snack at office. Chips / chocolate / cookie / coke .....non-stop and putting them into my mouth. Horrible and terrible. Afraid I am gaining lot of weight these 2 days. So shit!!! Too lazy to do sit-up now because it seems not workable for reducing waist. My original plan : cut 10 lbs before Japan trip sure can't be success. Anyway, eating snack is the only way can cheer me up under this critical condition.

Mr. Fall 2010, pls pass us material and tech pack a.s.a.p. If not, whole team will die soon. Maybe I am a stupid guy who need work / many work / work under pressure. "Super free" will killing me seriously :(